The coming of the Spring Equinox

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I want to feel love. I want there to be only me and my divine mother. I want to feel nature around me, to feel what can’t be seen and to nourish myself on beauty.

I made myself chai tea. The air is still sweet with milk and spice. I enjoy adding the ingredients one by one, cinnamon, clove, cardamom, ginger.

I have a jar of wild rose honey that I made last summer. I’m waiting for my tea to cool a bit before adding a teaspoon of it, perhaps a bit more. Something in me wants to cry a little. I think of a warm summers day by the ocean, fat bumblebees buzzing, pink roses moving in the wind.

I feel like I captured love in a jar. Of all the herbal medicines I’ve come across, this is to me the most powerful, the one I make every year. My heart needs it, my bruised soul longs for it. I’ve been stressed lately, wanting everything to be perfect for the Spring Equinox, and just in general putting a lot of pressure on myself to get it all done. I feel hard like ice inside, and I long to melt into the sweetness of rose and honey.

With the coming of the Spring Equinox, I feel there is a new lesson for me; to flow with life and not demand things to be perfect. Love and beauty is more important than clean windows. True, I did want to do a thorough spring cleaning, but it’s more important to be present, to soak in those special energies of the Equinox.

I’m drawn outside, into the forest, to walk among trees and to sit on mossy rocks. Look at things, those little details that make up life, the slow drifting of clouds. Even there I can feel stressed, but I allow myself to feel it and it begins to melt away. The Goddess is close to me there. I can feel her in my heart behind all my worries and doubts. She reminds me that love is most important.

What would you love to do this Spring Equinox?

2 Comments on The coming of the Spring Equinox

  1. Jodi Sky
    March 18, 2014 at 12:06 pm (5 years ago)

    “I feel like I captured love in a jar.” – I just love that line. It’s always interesting how much pressure we can put on ourselves and how we create stress from these demands. I do that all the time. I am approaching the autumn equinox and feel the need for two things – simplicity and self-love. So I’m decluttering, taking stock of what is most important and releasing before deciding what soul-soothing and nurturing layers I want to take with me was I slow down and retreat inward in the colder months.
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  2. Anne Linn
    March 18, 2014 at 12:16 pm (5 years ago)

    I love that, decluttering and choosing what is most important. I feel part of my stress is that I need to make choices on what to focus on, and allow myself to do what I truly want to. Thanks Jodi. I love the autumn equinox, it has a special kind of magic to it.

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