Today I made a lot of mistakes, but I sat down to write anyway. It was painful, because I wanted to run away. But as I started writing and looked out on the trees, I got a sense of forgiveness, of a light in my heart.
I softened into myself.
Things are not so bad, not so serious. It happened, it is over. Next time I’ll try again, and maybe do better.
I recently came across this poem that I wrote a few years ago. I had forgotten all about it. But reading it again made me remember how I felt in that moment. I must have been praying a lot, and I think I was on the bus, – coming home in the evening. The Goddess suddenly felt very close.
A new feeling has been gifted to me. It’s as though I walk through snow. Pristine white. Glittering.
A dark velvet sky is above me.
Slightly behind me and just out of sight, I hear the most beautiful sound of snow crystals, – tinkling like silver bells.
Everything feels so clear, cool and beautiful. How can I put this into words?
When writing this ebook, I spent hours in front of my computer, sometimes staring out the window, letting the moments melt together, reflecting, feeling myself breathing, my body heavy on the chair, my hands warm in my lap.
I touched a joy I hadn’t felt in a long time. I felt that by writing I was reaching out to the Goddess.
I’ve also included a Goddess meditation on the same page as my ebook. You can find them both here.
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